The fretting a sign of mistrust... unbelief... little faith...
The last meeting with ladies... I asked for prayer... and one of the sweet ladies who sits at my table says... Why are you worried...? Look at all you've already done...
And I think about it now... after a serious struggle with words... and I wonder... Why isn't it comforting to look back at what's been done...? and trust it will continue to get done...?
Then I see... it's because it doesn't feel like it was me...
It would be much easier to trust my own strength... my own words... work it out for myself... then Yes... I could look back and say... Look what I've done... of course I can do more...
But in this place of listening... trusting Him to bring words and determine the time... everything feels a bit unsure... steps of faith required...
I still have so far to go... when it comes to building faith...
So today I say... Look what He's done...! and determine to trust His faithfulness... which I know from experience... has never failed...
O me of little faith...
Counting on that little faith... hopefully the size of a mustard seed... to fill blank pages with words... and make time to prepare to teach...
And the Lord said, "If you had faith like a grain of mustard seed,
you could say to this mulberry tree,
'Be uprooted and planted in the sea,' and it would obey you. ..."
Luke 17:6 ESV
Trusting in the power of little faith...
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