humbled... by His wonders...

There are times... all I do... feels foolish...
and it seems... time to quit...

Struggling for words...
feeling inept after interceding...
straining to hear Him...
wondering if it's all just me...

Then... He reminds... it's not me...

Encouragement comes...
thanks for a remembered prayer... offered years earlier...
thanks for words written... that spoke... in the midst of a storm...
a comment... naming me a blessing...?

Each humbles... to... tears...

And I wonder... how on earth... He finds uses for me...
and give thanks that He does...
and I resolve... to feel foolish no longer...
because really... I'm just disrespecting Him... and His call...

So today... Lord... help me remember...
Your wonders...
and put aside doubts...
help me stop looking at me...
and be glad I'm a fool...
Your fool...
Who beyond wonder of wonders...
finds uses for me...

I will give thanks to the Lord with my whole heart;

I will recount all of your wonderful deeds.

I will be glad and exult in you;

I will sing praise to your name, O Most High.

Psalm 9:1-2 ESV