Having recently recognized lack of faith at the heart of indecision... I remember hearing somewhere that fear is the opposite of faith... only fear of the Lord is compatible with faith...
Staring at an email... contemplating the sending... fearing... to the point of tears... am I pursuing His call... or pursuing my pride...
Fear of disobedience... fear of missing all He wants to do through me because of fear... fear of rejection... fear of embarrassment... fear of not being accepted... fear of being accepted... fear of recognition... fear of failure...
An indecisive woman... unstable... in all her ways...
After the outburst... a decision to trust... send an email by faith... knowing full well... He will open... or close... any door...
So now I wait... fighting off fear... resting in faith...
Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart
and wait for the Lord.
Psalm 27:14
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