A journey through Scripture... the whole... over three years... together with others... in a Sunday School class... aptly named...
The Journey
When the inspiration first came... I shared the thought... thinking the idea would be shot down by others who knew better... but no... it was embraced... encouraged...
Moving forward... presenting the thought to those who could Yea or Nay the proposal... and these several months later... the day to begin came...
What has struck me as odd about this particular call... is me... and the way my heart has responded...
Past calls... have left me feeling fear... No not this... Really...? responding with obedience... just because... I had no other choice... because He says so... I will...
So today... and the past several days... the overriding feeling came as a surprise... joy... accompanied by... excitement... no fear... no dread... (even though the Kindle was packed... just in case I found myself in an empty room...)
Something... has shifted... in my relationship with Him... something healed... redeemed... in my heart... because this is weird... this is not me... who faces a call... an unknown... with joy... and... excitement...
In this odd revelation... I find my heart... filled with song... literally...
You're altogether lovely
Altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me
Here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
Praising You... for what You're up to in me...
I said to the Lord, "You are my Lord;
apart from you I have no good thing."
Psalm 16:2
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