when abiding is a struggle...

Fruit turns bad... when struggling to abide...
anger...
bad attitude...
impatience...
stirred up heart...
unkind words...

Uggghhh...

Wanting to abide... but feeling... lost... in my feelings...

Into your hand I commit my spirit;

you have redeemed me, O Lord,

faithful God.

Psalm 31:5

Father God... again... I give up... let go... give in... to You...