battling doubt

The hoped-to-be trip planned! ...but not without struggle... one internal... triggering the external... frustrations revealed through attitude and voice... the inciting emotion... doubt...

Doubt that it would come to pass...
doubt that we would find a place...
doubt that we would both agree...

From the study with sisters... the word made flesh...

For the doubter is like the surging sea,

driven and tossed by the wind.

James 1:6

HCSB

The tossing and surging in my soul... heart stirred... doubt driven... a sharp tongue... a negative attitude...

How easily I drown peace and joy with doubt... a struggle to keep trusting... rolling... rolling... rolling...

Thank You, Lord... for Your faithfulness...

even when mine is imperfect...